生活的激情 PASSION OF LIFE

生活的精髓真的是要慢慢，静静的体验。。

2010-02-25T07:09:00.000-08:00

生活的精髓真的是要慢慢，静静的体验。

毕业后的我又进入了人生的另一个阶段，进入了我从未体会过的状况与经验。我知道只有靠着自己的努力，才能闯出一片春天。

日子过得真快，原来以前的歌都是那么的感性，感动。。年轻人应该多听感受一下，反省一下，然后再出发。。。再一个偶然的机会，让我听到一首蛮特别的歌，大家如果有空不妨听听看，用讲话唱出一首歌。。

姜育恒的 “ 最后一次等待“

虽然里头的意思和我没关系，可是听得很伤感。如果发生在我身上，要这么办？哈哈。。

所以活到今天，我觉得生活的精髓在于我们拥有什么，不是钱，而是 1）家人 2）朋友 3）我爱的人 4）爱我的人 5）事业

以上几个我现在只拥有1 和 2 ，我会一步一步把第3，4，5 都成为我生活的一部分。希望你能参与我生活的一分子。

到底我长大了吗？要拥有就学会如何去面对失去的感觉！

2009-10-20T13:04:00.000-07:00

长大对很多来说是可怕还是期待呢？我是期待长大还是害怕呢？

有时觉得自己长大了，想做的东西就像长大了似的，可是久了就开始怀念之前的我，之前的生活，之前的每个人，之前的每一天。渐渐的我开始害怕长大了，不想改变。可是我知道这一切，包括以往的每一个回忆只能在我脑海里出现，我想珍惜这一切，想这些我爱的，喜欢的再一次回到我身边。

失去与拥有的奥妙！！

想了很久，看了这几个字。。突然觉得我失去了许多之前拥有的，围绕着我的喜悦与悲哀；可是今天再看看我又拥有，却得到我意想不到的快乐与成就。我没有埋怨上天让我失去了那些只成回忆的往事，因为教会了我只要那些回忆再次回到我身边，我会抓住它，不再让他从我身边溜走。

要记得，你有勇气，欲望要拥有的话，切记得会有失去的机会！！要拥有就学会如何去面对失去一切！！

太久没有想，写，做了！！

2009-09-17T11:50:00.000-07:00

今天是9月18日，日子过得真快，我不得承认我渐渐地长大了，思想，梦想也有所不同了。我每天都在想我和其他人是否一样，其他人是否与我一样呢？

我喜欢看人，看他们的一举一动，每个人都做着我意想不到的动作。每次看了都会笑，也深深留在我脑海里。喜怒哀乐都是平常的表情，人是有权利选择你要，你喜欢的表情，我呢平时都会选喜和乐，不管开心不开心，我都会让自己喜与乐。当我怒和哀时，我都会和朋友讲笑话的，然后废话说个不停，朋友笑了，我也开心了。人真的不能活在自己的世界里，如果你不让人进入你的世界里，你就没有太多的欢笑声，也没有你哀与怒的解药，这些都是让你解除哀与怒的。

我很开心，可是总是觉得缺少什么似的，我在思考那个是什么，那人是谁呢？答案都是神秘的，也意想不到的。

你抓住幸福了吗？快点抓着。。

2009-05-21T04:17:00.000-07:00

不要错放了幸福温暖的手

往往许多人在抉择伴侣时，容易东想西想，不知所措，就是因为害怕一时做错决定，看错人，造成终生的遗憾。 诺贝尔文学奖得主萧伯纳说：“此时此刻在地球上，约有两万个人适合当你的人生伴侣，就看你先遇到哪一个， 如果在第二个理想伴侣出现之前，你已经跟前一个人发展出相知相惜、互相信赖的深层关系，那后者就会变成你的好朋友， 但是若你跟前一个人没有培养出深层关系，感情就容易动摇、变心，直到你与这些理想伴侣候选人的其中一位拥有稳固的深情， 才是幸福的开始，漂泊的结束。

爱上一个人不需要靠努力，只需要靠“际遇”，是上天的安排，但是“持续地爱一 个人” 就要靠“努力”， 在爱情的经营中，顺畅运转的要素就是体谅、包容与自制 (面临诱惑有所自制)。有许多人总是被

“际遇”所迷惑与苦恼，意念不停、欲念不断、争逐不散，而忘了培养经营感情的能力才是幸福的关键。

所以不要去追问到底谁才是我的Mr.Right，而是n问说在眼前的伴侣关系中，我能努力到什么程度、成长到什么程度， 若没有培养出经营幸福的能力，就算真的Mr.Right出现在你身边，幸福依然会错过的，而活在犹疑与遗憾当中，这不就是许多“爱情虚无症”的遭遇与心态吗？

若你此刻已有一位长久相伴的伴侣，不要再随便三心二意地犹疑了，我们往往不易察觉感情中的一个陷阱， 就是“近亲生慢侮”，也就是经济学中的铁律“边际效益递减法则”，跟你在一起越久的人，就越容易麻木与忽视，而新鲜的“际遇”总是那么动人可爱。

在感情对待中，难免有摩擦与无心的伤害，而且论得罪自己的次数累加起来最多的人，当然是跟我们在一起最久、最亲近的人。而新欢呢，又还没开始有得罪你的机会，再加上他的刻意讨好，所以新欢怎么看怎么可爱，旧爱怎么看怎么讨厌。但别忘了，新欢身上总是有不确定的未知数，旧爱身上就是有难得的熟悉感、确定感、信赖感。千万不要随便在偶然的“际
遇”中迷失了自己，错放了幸福温暖的手。

所以萧伯纳的话，是要提醒情人不要太钻牛角尖于寻觅那唯一，应该把精神用在学会经营幸福的能力上，同时也提醒我们“弱水三千只取一瓢饮”若有幸遇到了难得的伴侣，就不要再三心二意了， 因为我们永远不知道一生何时会遇到两万个其中的几个，所以要知福惜福、活在当下。

大家的生活只不过如此。。

2009-04-11T02:30:00.000-07:00

近来发生了好很多事，好的，坏的都在发生。首相换了，内阁重组了，我的体重又重了。。生活的担子越来越重了，生活的节奏是时候调整了。不管怎样，，一切都还是要继续的。

看看手表上的时间，一秒又过去了；看看墙上的闹钟，一小时又过去了；看看日历一页的撕下，一天又过去了；看看月历的撕下，一个月又过去了；看看桌上新的年历，新的一年又来了。

朋友，这是大家要重视的一环，时间一直不停地动，可是我们却一直不停地浪费。手表，闹钟，日历，月历都能更换新的，可是我们的时间呢，就只是在往前的。

政治是没有永远的敌人！！

2009-03-26T08:10:00.000-07:00

巫统党选成绩出炉，后任首相，副首相浮出水面。从今届党选看来，，高官不一定占最大的优势，部长，副部长，州务大臣都会输的，不再是有附身符了。“戏剧性”这三个字在政治里是最常见的，你永远不知道下一秒会发生什么事，很多额外因素也一直在里面，不为人知。

政治里头是没有特定的原则与道理，只有不为人知的手段与战略。

政治里头是猜不透的，战果往往不是所想象的。

政治里头是不会有永远的敌人，昔日的敌人今天就是战友。

政治是头不会永远都辉煌，没落时就要会收手。

还有就是敌人的敌人就是你的朋友。别想太多，身在江湖，身不由己，所以你看了政治人物的所作所为，你永远想不通的！
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阿末扎希得票最高，获得1592张票；希山慕丁得票排行第二，获得1515张票；至于沙菲宜的得票是第三高，获得1445张票。

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两名“国会双宝”当选最高理事

至于两名常在国会闹事、口出狂言的的国阵“国会双宝”，即巴西沙叻国会议员达祖丁以及国阵后座议员俱乐部副主席京那巴当岸国会议员邦莫达也赢得最高理事职。

舞台在哪里呢？到底在哪里？

2009-03-24T13:08:00.000-07:00

有人说： ”年青乃是我们最大的本钱，然而，年青但却没有舞台为之可惜“

舞台，“我的，你的，他的” 舞台到底在哪里？这是我们大家心中的问号，我们找不到我们的舞台。今天，每一个人都有自己的梦想，方向，可是当我们确定了后，我们有没有像游泳健将那样往前游，直到终点。很多时候，我们就是缺乏了属于我们自己的舞台，然而却不愿寻找，探索。

只有找到自己的舞台才会让自己更成功，更满足。看看舞台能让一个人变得如何不一样，不平凡！！

从小就梦想驾着FERRARI跑车，但是并不敢想因为这个梦想实在太大了。
可是今天的RAIKKONEN已经是F1界里的世界冠军。

“三冠王”，在一个赛季里勇夺三个分量十足的冠军，震撼全球，那是在1999年创造的。不大可能的事发生了，全部球员都太棒了。

不起眼的一颗巨星在一年前成为了F1的冠军，成为万众瞩目的车手。两年前的赛季，从领先的大好局势，在最后一站因本身失误，输了世界冠军，也失去成为F1里，史上最年轻的冠军。可是一年后，他成功了，冠军还是属于他。

林丹也称”灵丹“，万试都灵。羽球里唯一能时时刻刻保持着最佳状态的球员。冷酷的脸，凶狠的打球作风，霸气十足成为了他的象征。冠军的次数太多了。

MICHAEL JORDAN，你认识吗？篮球界里数一数二的世纪球星。以一个人的力量让一支球队成为常胜将军，囊括个人，球队的冠军。无论在个人的记录或球队的记录都创造了惊人的战绩，他让NBA成为风靡全球，成为大家的偶像。

一个人之所以成功是因为拥有属于自己的舞台，这些舞台让他们在生活里创造了无数的历史与成就。他们都选对了，这些舞台都是他们展现的地方。

这个是我的舞台吗？

我的星期日。。Sunday

2009-03-15T08:44:00.000-07:00

星期日，没什么东西做，可是就想个不停，很多东西涌入我的脑。就这样上下网，过日子。还好晚上的日子还过得不错，刚刚就和两位朋友去看戏。看Dragon Ball Evolution，小时候看了打游戏，手机闪光卡，就看得多了，真人演出就第一次了。整套戏才一小时二十分这样，太短了吧，看也看得不过瘾。从戏里学到了，“kame hame hung” 出气功，就是所谓的“龟波气功”。观后感啊，就是戏太短了，带不出什么吧!七龙珠原来可以拿来许愿的，能向龙许愿哦！

就是这七粒珠，你也许一个吧！！但要告诉我哦，我一定想办法实现你的愿望的。。

看完戏又是喝糖水的时间了，又是balakong的糖水。要喝的没有了，喝了一碗红豆，一个菜包。那个买糖水的年轻人很多话讲，又讲又笑，应该是生意太好了。尤其是由有三位大学生送上门。

回到家，又变蜘蛛了，在网上看新闻。其实星期日和普通天没什么不一样哦！

PWTC旅游展。

2009-03-13T11:27:00.000-07:00

今天下午去了MATTA FAIR，人真的是人山人海，水泄不通，地点就在PWTC。找停车位就找了半个小时。刚好一位朋友有EON MATTA Credit Card，能有两张免费的入门券，原价是rm3。里面太多档口了，国内，国外，坐船的，全都有。。你要去吗？

现在经济不好，可是出去玩的人依然那么多，我想大家都想出国寻找一些灵感，找些商机，看看其他的东西吧！旅游会让人忘记经济的不好吗？花钱去旅游是值得的吧！

一路上，拿了很多宣传单，看了很多配套，听了很多解释与促销。想去但很多时候要去的话，要考虑很多东西哦。走着走着，遇见一个韩国吉祥物，送了一个韩国纪念品，锁匙圈，照片迟点放上来，宣传纸也拿了很多。你要任何讯息可以通过我一下的。哈哈。。免费提供一切资料。

旅游是没错的，而且还是一个很不错的活动，有钱，有时间的话，不妨多出去，看世界。很多人就是做啊做，做个不停，“做到上了天堂，钱还在银行”。所以哦，要会赚钱，也要会享受。今天就和你分享了一个享受的方法。再想不到的话，就找我吧！

适合我们年轻人的国家有泰国啊，印尼啊，新加坡啊，缅甸啊，都是学生的首选吧，便宜值得。在看看其他国家中国啊，日本啊，韩国啊，价钱有一点高，两年过后吧。还有就是南非，欧洲啊，美国，英国，价钱不是一点高，是很高，再多四年吧！所以哦，现在还是要努力的时候，赚钱，创业哦。

最后呢，我在里头用1，880WP（world points）换了一间房，不错，免费的，还加二人早餐。今天的收获就之有这个，还有就是看了很多国家的配套。

今天就从新给自己一个定位，定下自己的目标与前途。旅游不会是你的梦。因为Every One Can Fly包括你。。
这几个月，谁会去旅游的啊？不仿和大家分享以下。。

国大中秋，不是属于任何人的！

2009-02-19T10:01:00.001-08:00

国大中秋结束了，但是国大中秋已经渐渐地在我心中占了一席位。很多人都说，做了国大中秋后，就仿佛里头的血都有着国大中秋的血，在里面流着。我不信，不可能吧？这些真的只有做过后才会领悟到的，我就试过了。虽然没有流着国大中秋的血，但真的我已经完全属于国大中秋的人。有时有人说，生也国大中秋，死也国大中秋，应该还没这么眼重，但真的，我觉得它是一个很好的平台，让我们成长，学习，包容属于国大中秋的每一个人。国大中秋什么都不多，但就是人很多，人多的时候总会有很多问题的，有激进的，固执的，乐观的，执着的，文静的，什么都有。一年，就这一年让我看到了，也让我经历了，不简单，但也不难，我走过了，还有陪我走过的，六位？不！不！不！还有37位陪我打这场战。这场战不算大胜，但也打了一场漂亮的胜战。最重要的是大家都是一起走完，间中有人离队，也有人失落，但还是一起耐心地打完。真的要感谢劳苦公高的大家。还有就是很多的孩子，孙子（AJK）都是我们国大中秋的要员，大家都让我倍感骄傲。

还有两个月就离开大学，踏入社会的我，有着莫名的感觉，我曾经在很累，很压力的时候想过放弃，希望这一切都快点结束，如今却非常享受以往的日子。今天的我再也不是当届的筹委，只是一位学长，但在我心中还是一样默默地支持，希望国大中秋这个家庭能茁壮长大，除此之外也让华裔生聚集的地方，让大学生能借着这个平台，学习，成长。最重要的是国大中秋都不会要求任何回报，只要大家开心就好了。不要埋怨任何人，包括自己，生活就没有憎恨了。

幸福就像玻璃球（游龙戏凤） Look For A Star

2009-02-18T10:50:00.000-08:00

很多时候，幸福就像是一个玻璃球，当它跌到地上，就会破碎，而且会碎得一片片，很多碎片，不管我们多努力，用尽全力，我们都不可能收集得完全部碎片，但是只要我们争取，全力以赴，我们也会得到一些些，也就是幸福。你相信吗？说真的，我相信。因为只要付出，就会有回报啊！你用好的对人，别人也会对你好。在一段爱情有人失意，也有人得意，不管你失意或得意，都没有任何损失的，因为你最爱的家人，好朋友，很多好的东西都会留在你身边陪你。不开心时，找朋友聊聊，去玩玩，看看戏，就不会不开心了，真的，再不然就可以找我。但是我一定叫你去看这一套戏，因为看了都蛮开心的。

看了一场充满意思，感觉，爱情，喜剧的戏，感触，快乐，开心全涌到我心头。为何呢？因为里头都是一些快乐可爱的剧情，气氛也很好。相信看过的人都会觉得感觉很好，向往，想象更多快乐且梦想的世界。幸福很简单，傻傻的快乐，享受就是快乐了。你快乐吗？没人能给你幸福，因为幸福是双方面的。幸福是要争取的，它不会自己来，也不会在当你有了后贸然走开。当你拥有了一切幸福后，切忌好好珍惜，保护这个幸福，我们不知道它几时又会走开。

Surprise, enjoy, sad? I also dont know..

2007-12-18T10:07:00.001-08:00

How to start? Ok, i felt very tired today because i drive quite a long distance. Sad thing is my grandma is in hospital because she had ulser inside her stomach. Today had to fetch my mom to go to hospital and my mom will take care of her. Many of my relatives go there also, i am happy to see that. Where is my dad? He went to bangkok yesterday already, so i have to take up his responsibility. So just my brother, sister and i left at home....Take care of them, the important thing that i hav to make sure is dont let them feel hungry and make sure that they are in good condition, So i brought them to watch movie just now but they fall sleep in cinema when the movie is showing. They were too tired .. Later at home have to make them milk to let them sleep tightly. And now i am online. Actually i am very tired liao!!

Life can be meaningful and meaningless..

2007-12-06T09:03:00.000-08:00

I am in holiday now but i don know why i seems like very busy this few day. Many things waiting for me to finish and i am trying to solve and think out the solution. Sometimes the problem looks easy to do it but actually it need some time and skill to finish it. I know i can do it but it really make me have to work more.

人生里是没得U-TURN的。。。

2007-11-16T10:16:00.000-08:00

回顾着我这几年走过的日子里，我不知不觉已犯下了不少错和错误的决定，我知道如果当年，当时能做得更好的话，我相信今天的我肯定比现在的我好，但我没怪自己，也没怪别人，因为都是我自己做的。我知道就算我如何补也补不回的，我只有往前看，尽量珍惜眼前的一切。在这里我想向所有我有得罪过，伤害过的人说声对不起。我知错了！！！
读着的人试想想看你是否在很多方面都做得不够好？不够努力？我想每个人都一样，有得必有失，所以决定什么之前都要想想我做得对吗？能做得更好吗？说真的，人在这个世界上真的能很开心的，玩的，吃的，朋友什么都有，这一切让我们生活的更快乐，更好。我很开心，你也是吗？但是世界上的人都会面对很多难题和挑战。
1）婴儿出世就要经过一个蛮辛苦的过程，希望出世在富有的家庭，生活过得好些，喝好的奶粉，有好的玩具。还要学走路。
2）小孩要上课了，就要背着重重的书包上课，学从来都没学过的东西，再来就是考试，补习。
3）年轻人吗？最多的问题。钱，爱情，朋友，学业，问题多的是。在叛逆时期的大家还可能面对家庭的压力。
4）要做工的人要面对面试，然后就是工作上的压力与挑战。要升职可不简单哦！！

好了，看看上面的，很多都过了吧？我们没得往后走了，就读好书，努力得争取自己要的，朝梦想走。。

Both gender also need 5C?But 5B's instead of 5C's now..

2007-11-06T09:57:00.000-08:00

In our years now, 5C is a important thing to us especially man, it can show our status to people. Until here, do you found the meaning of 5C or 5B? 5C is a familiar word among the world today and every youngster are fighting for it. Maybe include myself and you. 5C is really a good word and meaningful. You know in today life, woman also need it. Before you know the meaning of it. Let me show you the difference and similar place between 5C and 5B...

Young people will say this.....

I don’t need a CAR, but I want a BMW

I don’t need a CONDO, but I want a BUNGALOW

I don’t need you to have CASH but I want you to own a BANK

I don’t need you to have a CAREER but I want you to be a BOSS

5 B is banglo, bmw, brain , billionaire,body instead of
condo car credit card, cash, career

Which one u all guys want? Here i also need some opinion from woman, which 1 they prefer?
In the world of realistic now, this become more useful.

1.For me, condo is just like a flat, just have guard house and swimming pool than others.I want banglo.
2.Any car is called car even proton is also a car, so i prefer bmw.
3.Credit card is just a card, i need brain to learn how to use it and apply it. And credit card have limit but no to our brain. Brain is the greatest organ in our body.
4.Cash? How much do you own and is enough for you? But what i need is just to be a billionaire and i will content with it. I am not greedy and i dont want more than this.
5.Career and body, which 1 is more important? After i own a bmw, banglo, a good brain even a billionaire now, i 100% will choose body. I want to stay in banglo, drive in bmw and spend my billion of dollars.

Girls...what you need?Do you really want it? And guys, can you do this? How many years you need? Anyways, i have some wishes for you guys and girl.
For guys, you have to work hard since the world is more competitive, somemore need to compete with the brilliant women today.
For girls, open your eye and find some guys who can reach 5C, but 5B better , have good body only can serve you well. And you want proton car or bmw?

Actually, is not so important. The things we really need in this world is our family maybe son, friends happy life and received respect from others.

Life is unpredicted, we dont know what will happen next second!!

2007-10-22T12:46:00.000-07:00

The word 'life' has different meaning for different people in this world include myself. In my dictionary, our life should be a happy life no matter what is your status in school or company and what family you come from. We can decide our life whether is happy or elseway although it cant make our life richer.

Today, i can see many people have problem to handle the difficult matter in their life. From study, money, relationship, family and friendship. Some of them choose to have a sad face, refuse to face and solve the problem. This always happen in the teenager and people around us. If you dont believe, you can look at the people around you. Sure there are some people like that. Hopefully, you are not the one. Good luck to you.

Actually, our life is so unpredicted, we wont and we cant know what will happening in the next second. So appreciate the thing in front of you. In my opinion, i think we should enjoy our life, dont let sad and unhappy think affect our mood and feeling. Life is a gift from god, how true is it?
I do not know and i have no answer about it. Some one can let me know?

Let me talk one unpredicted case in this world. You know Kimi Raikonen? I think you all must more familiar with formula 1. He is a ferrari driver with highly paid salary. What was so unpredicted here? When he was still young and before become a F1 driver, he totally dont know that he will sit inside the ferrari car today. And now he has won the 2007 champion after a 7 years trial in formula 1. He won it dramatically. Is so unbelieveable. I think till now, he still surprise with it. He will say 1 thing, "life is unpredicted".

Every body is preparing for final exam..But there are still many things i need to do.

2007-10-19T10:35:00.000-07:00

Final exam is coming soon, every people around me is very busy. But i am quite free tis few days, i know that gonna be a big problem for me. Because next week is a hectic week for me. My 1st exam strike on 29th of october. But i am still not well preparing for the exam.

Actually still ok, don worry...I think i manage to study in 1 week. But inside my heart, i am very panic. I really scare i cant do well in the coming exam. No matter how i will try my best to pass the exam with flying colours. I wish to all of you too, good luck in your exam.

Every people have different university life, what life you want is depend on you, is in your hand. Some people can have enjoyable life, go shopping everywhere and hang out with friends. Some people just can have normal life, nothing special events happen in their life. It can consider as boring life. But i am sure they can get something they want like good result, finish all the drama and the new movies even before it shown in cinemas.

Although how different is everyone here, there is one thing it will be same. Every people have to do assignment, study and go to exam hall. The routine is same for every people. I am wondering now and i know what our graduate do and did in university for 3-4 years. Graduate not means anything today, we have to depend on ourselves.

Unluckily today, our lovely minister and government still give a big hope to us. They are proud of us. We are graduates and we have degree certificate. They make us feel that it is enough with it. If i have a chance to talk to one of them, i will tell them that how our education system works....It's totally sucks..Luckily i have survived from the system. I past all the examination from UPSR, PMR, SPM to matriculation and now i m in the top university in malaysia. I am not STPM. You say how lucky am i? You know what i seen today in big screen in front of the main entrance of ukm. It's stated that UKM is a top 200 university in the world and we have our astronaut, i am proud of it. Somemore, he eat malaysia traditional food in ISS, satay ,rendang.....

Someone has changed me...(2)

2007-10-03T08:58:00.000-07:00

1 month later, surely many thing had happened and changed. Maybe some of you will concern how the relationship between us. Ya, it had a big change between us. We do what other couple did, but got one very important thing that i forgot to do is saying " i love you" to her. Is this the biggest mistake i had made?

During this 1 month time, we know each other better. We have wonderful time together, we laugh together, eat together and many many things. I like to see her laughing face, smile sweetly. We lost ourselves in that time, we live in our world. We had left many thing behind, so from today we should catch back what we had lost. I believe everything will be settle back and going well after this.

What she means for me? Nobody will know it except me, maybe she got her own thinking but i don't know is it her thinking same with what i think also. For me, she can be so meaningful and so meaningless. When the time with her, is a meaningful time for me. When she is not around me, it become meaningless. Some of you may think that what is special about her, actually she is a normal girl. She like to make up, she like to read fashion magazine. She is so amazing. Nobody can know her if you have distance with her.

Ok, talking about her attitude and temper. Ya, sometimes she have bad temper but everything of her will be ok after a while. She is so cute, for me she is like a kid and sometime even like a princess. Do you know when you feel that something become important in your life, become part of your life, you will have a problem. Some kind of pressure will come out, you will worry to lost it. After you have happy and wonderful time, sure you will have some problem and thinking. You will start to worry, will all this wonderful time last forever. I don't need all this all the time, i appreciate every minutes, every seconds with her. What i want and what i hope is a normal life. and i want her become happy everyday. I don't know whether i have such ability to do it or not, but i know i will try my best. For her and for me.

I know, every relationship is a tough road for both people. Every stuff around us will give effect and influence the relationship. I totally understand it. That why we have to have same vision, mission and dream.

PT28 stil one of the best PT...

2007-09-27T22:51:00.000-07:00

What is new day for me?PT 28 was just ended and my life become empty today.I am wondering why there are people can just sit down and criticising on something which they are not really know and familiar with it.PT28 was not done very well as what we hope,but i can see everybody in it already gave full commitment to PT28.I hope and i believe that all exco in PT28 will appreciate what ajk and what we have done.Hereby,i want to thanks the people who had help me a lot.For me,PT28 is a wonderful event.

I know this road was not easy as PT last time.We face many problem and we cant solve it.Everybody in PT cannot give their maximum contribution to PT,include myself.That's one of the thing i regret when the time i am exco.I didn't complete my job well.I know i can do better,but the reality is i didn't do it.But deep in my heart, i really hope PT28 can be the best ever PT in the history.Unluckily,it did not go as what i wish.You know, although it cannot be the best, but i respect and appreciate every exco and ajk for their contribution.

Actually, the new board-PT29 will face biggger challenge and pressure next year. I know everybody in PT lack of confidence to lead the team to archieve higher goal. But for me, i still believe PT is the most influential group in UKM. So i hope people who lost the confidence can change their thinking, believe to yourself and the new coming board.

In my opinion, i really think that PT should change their systems and working style. Time by time, the influential of PT in UKM was decreasing. It worry all of us, but the people who notice the problem do not come out and make the change. What i want to tell u all of you is PT is a very strong group, no matter in what aspect..Financial, human resources,..We can found this thing easily in PT, that is the thing that other club in UKM cannot do it. We are the leading club in UKM, why not we do something that are excellent than others?? What we do not have is the people who are brave enough to fight for us and influential leader...

Lastly, i believe PT is the biggest family in UKM and i know PT can stand still in UKM. Hopefully, everybody give their support and applause to PT member and we will thanks you.
Tommorow is a better day for us and PT.Cheers for PT 29....PT 29....

What a bad day for me??

2007-09-02T11:04:00.000-07:00

2am morning,i just reach my house with my tired body.One really serious problem occur in this midnight after i fetched one of my friend going back to his house.I reverse my car,and suddenly one very weird sound coming out from the gear box.Oh....My God!!!What was happening?I cant move my car,my gear cant perform as usual.I am in a nervous,why this bad thing happen in this critical time.I need the car to complete my job.I am in hopeless situation now,dont know what to do.What can i do is just writing my blog.

Maybe some of you may ask me why my meeting until so late?Erm..really a rare thing for most of the people.Actually our meeting was at 8pm,and i also reach there in time.The Exco(member) attended were not exceed 2/3 of the total people.The meeting cant start,so after the discussion among our Top Exco,we delayed it to 12am.Oh..is so shock to me.What can i do during this 4 hours?Luckily i have a partner who can accompany me.We talked nonsense in the room and go to stick poster around pusanika.I saw one people who i admire in the room,is a girl.Cannot say admire,i think is respect.She is a girl with long hair and spectacles.....she is our CCC UKM President.Although she is a girl,but she was holding such a important post in UKM.This make me respect her very much.I know not everbody can have the achievement like her.

This week will be a busy week for me.Many things have to do,but my car make my life harder.I really hope everything can go well as i think.Please pray for me and my club-pesta tanglung ukm.This is a critical and important week for us.

Someone has changed me...(1)

2007-08-31T06:52:00.000-07:00

There are many people with different character walk in and out my world.Everyone of them make my life become more beautiful and colourful, i want to thanks them here. Without them, i would not exist in this world-lee sun lerk.

From the people above,some of them impressed me.But there are a person who impressed me the most.Now,you all will start to guess whether this person is a guy or girl??I think in the real life, most of us sure will have a person who impressed us.Maybe is your teacher,best friend,parents,our leader or your lovely partner.

For me,the person who impressed me now is a person with long hair,love pink colour,everthing of her is pink.When i know her,she just had an accident.Because of this,i have a chance to fetch her go to class and i got the best chance to know more about her.She is a nice girl with pretty cutie look.From her talking,i know she is a kind and independent girl.She looks very pale during that time.You know what i am thinking that time?Can u guess?

"An apple a day,...............",this phrase come into my mind.Because i want she have a healthier body.I try to concern about her,accompany her,make her happy.I did all these because i hope she can forgot the past experience and start her new life.I think i am doing quite well.I also pray for her so that she can recover soon.

After a week,she seems to be recover,You know what had happen?I am so shock......................Is miracle for her and me.She can walk without using walking stick.Doctor advise for her is she only can walk without using the stick after 2 weeks.Is amazing right?From that day,i believe on miracle.The difficult day for her had passed,she can walk normally now.

Before this,i promise her many things, i want her feel happy.Fireworks,go to have dinner with her,accompany her study,all are just part of it.I try my best to do it.Everything go well,i see she was getting better.At this time,i am totally lost.I don know what my feeling to her.She is my friend or the person i admire?I don know.........

During this period,i really hope someone can lend me their hand and let me know the answer.But i know nobody can help me except myself.I am thinking and until now i am still thinking.There are some questions that i cant solve and understand.Did i fall in love with this girl who love hello kitty very much?If i love her,i sure will tell her and do the thing i should do.It's no doubt.But the problem now is i am confusing.What i can do now is just thinking of her and to reconfirm whether i was falling in love with this naughty girl.

Last week i was with her almost everyday and my life is almost full of her face,her words and smile.This make me more confuse.If i dont like this girl,i wont be like this.I keep telling myself,is she the girl i like now?The time passed and i still alone today.Because she was going back to her hometown this week.Facing this few day alone,i suddenly felt that i cant lost her anymore.I want to see her and i want to find out my answer.

What my feeling on this 50th merdeka??

2007-08-31T05:44:00.000-07:00

Today is the eve of our 50 independence day..Should i b happy??our lovely country have independent for 50 years and have developed better than myanmar, laos, cambodia n etc..

At this night,I think many people went out and celebrate the coming of the 50th independence day,watch fireworks and shout "MERDEKA,MERDEKA!!".I am very happy to see that the Dataran Merdeka is crowded by people and some people still holding the flags,stick it on the car.They love our country-MSIA.But they are few group of people can be classified as the group which are the people who love Malaysia most.Do u heard "Mat Rempit" b4?? They put the flags around their motorcycle..Is good way to show our flags to people. Because we are taught that holding,fly the flags is showing we love our country.

Economic?What happen to our economic??Yes,some people will say that our economic still in the good situation.i agree with it,our economic still not the worst in the world.Although from the analysis or the data given,the data is showing good development.We can happy for that.The important thing is does our life become better???Where is the benefit get from the economic..You look the people around u,r they in the comfortable condition?Ok,when we realize this problem,we should find out the solution,for those who are working now,can find a part time job to earn extra money.For student,please study hard now.Get good result to get a place in university.With the degree certificate,u still have a chance to compete with others.
No place in university? ur Parents will hav the big problem, u change their life after retirement. They have to work few more years to send you to private college or oversea. Dont burden ur family, start doing now.

HAPPY MERDEKA...HOPE U ALL ENJOY!!

UKM..I love my university!!

2007-08-31T05:01:00.000-07:00

Firstly, i m happy i m a student of ukm.Because i no need to pay the higher tuition fees n living expenses compare to private college.Recently, UKM is among the top university in Malaysia, i cant admit it. UKM has beautiful surrounding with greenery tree. Building with old design like factory but we are among the university which have the best lecturer. They give us tutorial , attend lecture with preparation. Good,they are good lecturer,i respect them. But there are still some "better" ,they give us holiday.Read the lecture and the details in book for us.What we need is study in room.Erm..what an enjoyable life?

In UKM, there are many clubs here. Most of the students will join at least one club. Why they do like this? There are few reason...
1)learn experience
2)Know more friends..Ya,is right.
3)Find a bf/gf..scare the ukm skor is 0.
4)Enjoy the uni life..Cant guarantee u.
Haha..ya,this is the good way and one of the fastest way.How do u all think?

Food?From the survey i got from the juniors this year..The answer is bad more than good. That's means is not good for them. That's why the shop outside can richer than the cafe owner in UKM. For food, i think UKM still have a big market to explore. Anyone who got the idea can share with me...

Transportation..Is the biggest problem for fresh student in UKM.Most of them still dont have their own transport. So have to take bus to go to class. In UKM ,there is 2 types of bus. 1 is free(paid ad early in your semester) and 1 is outside bus company-rapid KL but have to pay. Sometimes i feel very pity to them who are taking bus to school, they have to wake early than others to get into the bus,if not u will be late. The routine of bus is very crazy. Wait an hour is a normal thing for them. Luckily the Rapid KL bus have been help a lot ,have better routine. You know why UKM cant provide the enough bus for students? when you ask, the answer is "We dont have enough bus driver"...I think i should be one of the driver. there.Oh..forgot 1 thing,UKM still pay for the private bus to fetch student.

Wireless in university is the best.. I heard this before i went to university. I found myself getting wrong.My college last year do not have internet service for us,i am wondering how the student there can stay for 3 years inside.The coverage in UKM is also very bad. You have to go to certain place to have good connection and speed. Luckily i moved out ad this year and is using streamyx now..The 'best' in Malaysia.How was yours in your house?

Lastly, i want to say i love my University. I know new friends here and gain new experience here. I want to enjoy my life here. So do you?

Yes..We must have this thinking!!

2007-08-31T04:38:00.000-07:00

秀才趕考

有位秀才第三次進京趕考，住在一個經常住的店裡。

考試前兩天他做了三個夢。

第一個夢是夢到自己在牆上種白菜，第二個夢是下雨天，他戴了鬥笠還打傘，第三個夢是夢到跟心愛的表妹脫光了衣服躺在一起，但是背靠著背。

這三個夢似乎有些深意，秀才第二天就趕緊去找算命的解夢。

算命的一聽，連拍大腿說：“你還是回家吧。你想想，高牆上種菜不是白費勁嗎？戴鬥笠打雨傘不是多此一舉嗎？跟表妹都脫光了躺在一張床上了，卻背靠背，不是沒戲嗎？”

秀才一聽，心灰意冷，回店收拾包袱準備回家。

店老板非常奇怪，問：“不是明天才考試嗎，今天你怎么就回鄉了？”

秀才如此這般說了一番，店老板樂了：“喲，我也會解夢的。”

“我倒覺得，你這次一定要留下來。你想想，牆上種菜不是高種（中）嗎？戴鬥笠打傘不是說明你這次有備無患嗎？跟你表妹脫光了背靠著躺在床上，不是說明你翻身的時候就要到了嗎？”

秀才一聽，更有道理，于是精神振奮地參加考試，居然中了個探花。

積極的人，象太陽，照到哪裡哪裡亮，消極的人，象月亮，初一十五不一樣。

想法決定我們的生活，有什么樣的想法，就有什么樣的未來。