Someone has changed me...(2)

1 month later, surely many thing had happened and changed. Maybe some of you will concern how the relationship between us. Ya, it had a big change between us. We do what other couple did, but got one very important thing that i forgot to do is saying " i love you" to her. Is this the biggest mistake i had made?

During this 1 month time, we know each other better. We have wonderful time together, we laugh together, eat together and many many things. I like to see her laughing face, smile sweetly. We lost ourselves in that time, we live in our world. We had left many thing behind, so from today we should catch back what we had lost. I believe everything will be settle back and going well after this.

What she means for me? Nobody will know it except me, maybe she got her own thinking but i don't know is it her thinking same with what i think also. For me, she can be so meaningful and so meaningless. When the time with her, is a meaningful time for me. When she is not around me, it become meaningless. Some of you may think that what is special about her, actually she is a normal girl. She like to make up, she like to read fashion magazine. She is so amazing. Nobody can know her if you have distance with her.

Ok, talking about her attitude and temper. Ya, sometimes she have bad temper but everything of her will be ok after a while. She is so cute, for me she is like a kid and sometime even like a princess. Do you know when you feel that something become important in your life, become part of your life, you will have a problem. Some kind of pressure will come out, you will worry to lost it. After you have happy and wonderful time, sure you will have some problem and thinking. You will start to worry, will all this wonderful time last forever. I don't need all this all the time, i appreciate every minutes, every seconds with her. What i want and what i hope is a normal life. and i want her become happy everyday. I don't know whether i have such ability to do it or not, but i know i will try my best. For her and for me.

I know, every relationship is a tough road for both people. Every stuff around us will give effect and influence the relationship. I totally understand it. That why we have to have same vision, mission and dream.